dear scrab

have been hearing a lot about your deteriorating health lately from bro and sis. seems like what i've been fearing most all these years is approaching, although a bit too quickly and unexpectedly. 11 years ago we took you home as a 3-mth puppy, and today you're considered a 'senior' dog of your breed. an aunty who had a shih tzu before said her dog turned blind towards his last few years and became hostile to everyone. i was told that your eye sight is failing, and that you might be suffering from cataract. why didn't the vet say anything about it? thankfully, the blood test showed that your health is good on the whole... if only there was a way to cure your eye problem too. i can't imagine how life is not being able to see - bro said you banged on the wall yesterday, and again today, but you're learning to sniff the surroundings before taking your steps. i hope your nose is still sensitive as ever, esp. to food!

i miss the scrab that is always so alert when he sees people eating, the scrab that jumps and barks if people refuse to share food with him, the scrab that fidgets when asked to stay still when food is laid before him, the scrab that runs up and down the stairs without difficulty, the scrab that has a smile on his face when people tickle him. you're starting to distance yourself from everyone, but i'm sure deep inside you still want to be the scrab that we have always known.

hang in there at least until i get back ok? it's already so depressing to hear about your health, let alone the day when you really have to leave us :'(

songs

i'm sure everyone has a song (or more) that reminds him/her of a certain stage in life... was thinking about this few days back and these are the few more memorable ones:

1996: 只想一生跟你走 by jacky cheung, lemon tree by tarcy su, 朋友 / 愛相隨 by emil chau, sleeping child / that's why (you go away) by MLTR

lol these songs were the most sung ones in std 6. so many times had we sat at the basketball court singing lemon tree (or 鴨子)... for no reasons. as for 只想一生跟你走, the class used to compete memorising the chorus part since it was considered a 'challenging' one haha. not to mention, almost every chinese pri sch kid at that time idolised jacky cheung and emil chau haha. MLTR was a hit back in those days, i think i still have their 'paint my love' compilation :P

1997: truly madly deeply by savage garden, as long as you love me by BSB, the day we find love by 911, i miss you like crazy by the moffats

haha all boy bands, typical high school girl XD again these were the songs that my close friends and i used to sing in a group, at school or stayovers... we even performed 'as long as you love me' in one of the leadership camps. so stupid la. i used to find lee from 911 cute too hehe.

form 1 was also the year i watched the most tv in my whole life (up till now) lol, since time in school was shorter compared to pri. sch, and less homework too. watched so much mtv and channel v... and listened to Now 3 so many times. that's the one and only Now i have :)

2001: 情非得已 by harlem yu

need i remind you of the impact of meteor garden in that year? i was one of the 'slow' ones to watch it only half a year after the frenzy started, but wasn't too impressed lol. there was actually a time i got quite sick of this song cos i heard it everywhere. quite proud that this song was composed by a m'sian though.

2003: anyone of us by gareth gates

the song that i heard almost everyday in my hall when i first came to london, and also the most played one in any gatherings we had. no particular liking for the song, but definitely reinds me of my first year in uni.

i realised i'm less and less updated with new songs these years... life is getting too monotonous!

try this

93 words

Touch Typing online

lol my best record out of 5 attempts, i bet few years down the road the statistics will be much worse :P

first (and hopefully not last) time

due to my inability of resisting the magic moments temptation, i eventually decided to go home for this special event (ermmm... not just for it la, i insist hehe). after checking MAS fares, i almost dismissed the idea cos they were going for a whopping 900++ pounds. so i resorted to taking transit flights from LHR to KUL...

haven't heard of Etihad at all, but it caught my attention because that was the cheapest package offered then lol. after some googling and reading-up on flight reviews, i decided to give it a try since it was almost 40% cheaper than MAS! to be honest, i was still quite sceptical right up to the hour on the tube to airport... my first time taking a non-MAS flight back home, first time taking transit at middle east, first time taking a 3-yr old airline etc.

my itinerary started at 5am: 10mins walk (because of the bulky luggage) to bus stop -> 5mins ride on bus -> 25mins ride on tube from canary wharf to green park -> 45mins ride on tube from green park to heathrow terminal 3. phew! this is what i dread about flying to and from london - having to travel to airport on public transport alone, and to get to airport 2 hours before the flight =( of course, the journey home is always full of excitement, so i don't really mind the arduous route ; but the journey back to my london flat is always depressing, partly because there's no car to fetch me around lol.

by the time i (almost) reached the airport, dawn was breaking already haha. so i lugged my luggage to the check-in counter, and realised i was one of the very few lone travellers. while waiting in the queue, one of the attendants asked me to follow her to another counter. initially, i thought it was only to speed up the check-in process, but once i reached the business class check-in area, i was told that they would upgrade me to business class! hahaha what had i done to deserve this? i asked with a thick face, " is it just for the flight from london to abu dhabi? or from abu dhabi to kl as well? " (hahaha) just for the first leg, she replied. better than nothing right? ahhh a good start to my holiday :)

being a business class traveller (albeit paying economy class fare), i got the privilege to enter the departure gate via another entrance and so saved a lot of time queuing. fyi, queues at heathrow are always mad, it normally takes at least half an hour to just get past security check. somehow i wasn't used to the preferential treatment at all...

on my way to the boarding gate... this was the plane i took

i was immediately awed once i sat on my seat. i think the legspace was at least twice as big as a normal economy seat, with buttons at the side to adjust the seat up/down/front/back as i wished. no matter how we 'played' with our seats, ppl sitting around would not be affected as each had a (sort of) cubicle to oneself.

stretched my legs as far as possible, but still a lot of space left! haha

took a pic of the guy sitting across the aisle, to show the size of each 'cubicle'

once we were seated, gorgeous flight attendants came round to ask what we wished to drink right after takeoff. and soon enough, they served a round of drinks to each passenger - individually! that really gave me a very personalised feeling, haha as if we had the attendants to ourselves. no more plastic cup as given in economy class, all utensils are glassware, and served nicely before us...

massage functions for each seat! haha i had a few sessions of this, each lasting for a maximum of 20mins.

the only downside of the flight... my screen was broken! it was meant to be a touchscreen entertainment media, but mine crashed, boo. told the attendant about it, and since she couldn't do much about it, she gave me this:

watched my fav cartoon of the year, Ratatouille, for the second time! in Arabic subtitles lol

a portable dvd player! well, shouldn't make a fuss since i didn't pay business class fare haha. it was quite alright though, just a bit more troublesome to put it aside when food was served. but quality wise, it was just as good. felt so bad cos the attendant kept apologising to me about the broken screen. hmm to me, i was lucky enough to be sitting there!

this was the so-called starters, looked filling enough to be a meal lol. and notice how meticulously everything was arranged! the cute bun was made of three different kinds of bread combined together - granary, white and brown. served with a selection of dips, which i myself wasn't too sure what they were lol, apart from houmous.

mains i had - grilled cod served with potato mash. omg this had to be the best aircraft food i have ever tried. for the first time, i finished the whole plate of food haha. oh and it came with white wine as well... speaking of the difference between business and economy, we were given a selection of wine (with descriptions of each on the winelist) as opposed to economy where random wine would be served.

fruits as dessert...

i kept thinking what i should do to maximise this golden opportunity of sitting business class, should i sit and watch movie, should i try the 180deg bed, should i eat, etc... i decided to do a bit of each hahaha. was quite irritated that the attendants woke me up from my comfortable sleep to ask if i wanted any drinks. but nvm, good service mah haha.

the 7-hr flight ended really quickly. for the first time i didn't have the urge to leave the plane hahaha. waited for another 6 hours in abu dhabi airport, which was quite a horrible experience. the airport is really small, but full of people. and smoking was allowed in there (either it was allowed, or people just didn't care) no interesting shops, no special area for ppl in transit... haha such a big contrast from KLIA.

sat in economy class from abu dhabi to kl. it felt... funny lol. for the first time, i saw the disparity between attendants in business and economy - big drop in standards! not just the looks, but also the service level. they didn't seem professional to me, at least cabin service in MAS economy is still commendable (MAS has the best cabin service in the world according to Skytrax, wow) to make it slightly worse, the lady sitting next to me kept sleeping so i had to bear with the urge to go toilet >_< that was really tormenting i tell you haha...

caught another sight of dawn-break on plane

reached KLIA safely, but almost an hour late. i survived the 20+ hours journey (with a sore bum)! if not for the business class treatment, i think i would have been emotionless after touching down lol. from now onwards, maybe i should just ask without embarrassment whether i could be upgraded to business class hahaha.

if if if

housemate told me that her colleagues booked MAS tickets to KL for just 505pounds!! that's 70pounds cheaper than mine! noooooo~~ so i checked the website again, they just launched a MAS promo on 16th jan, 4 days after i paid for mine!

fine, the flight times are slightly different, but if i could save 70pounds, i don't mind taking a different flight lol... haih, if la, as if i could predict :P

looking on the bright side, booking the tickets 4 days early brought about 4 extra days of happiness, not just for me, but also my parents. and i guess, happiness is priceless? hahaha *consoling myself* it's ok, i can earn back that 70pounds, hmph!

was talking to my colleague about the BA flight that crash-landed. and he said, ' i know this might sound weird, but i actually wish i could be on that flight. at least that gives me something interesting to tell friends and family next time.' @_@ haha weird thinking, i wouldn't want to risk my life like that, call me risk-averse lol. so i said, 'if you were the only one who died, that would help you leave a legend too. haha.' i'm such a mean colleague :P he went on saying... everytime we listen to safety instructions before taking off, it would be interesting to actually carry out those steps in real... or going down the slide from the emergency exit... haha it's fun la, not if you're trying desperately to save your life though.

personally, i think even if i had survived an incident like this, i would develop some kind of flight-phobia? and say, if something goes wrong on the flight, who/what would i be thinking about in the panicky few seconds? *touchwood* hmm i definitely still treasure taking safe flights thank you :)

love coming home hahaha

MH0001 LHR-KUL 22:00 - 01 May 200817:25 - 02 May 2008

MH0002 KUL-LHR 23:40 - 17 May 200805:50 - 18 May 2008

Yay i'm coming home AGAIN!! and sze, no i didn't strike lottery, just missing home la :) decided that i should take a break from transit, so back to the more comfortable MAS. told my mum yesterday that i'll be home, and her first question was 'leo coming again?' =_=

should really pay for the tickets soon, just to be on the safe side. finally something to look forward to!!

what lies ahead

goodbye 2007, welcome 2008 :D wishing for a better and happier year ... i still need to sort out my life, boo. what exactly do i want?

just managed to let tears flow freely, going through crazy emotional stress these days. wish i had higher EQ to deal with the current situation. can't wait for housemate to be back to be my good listener. actuarial studies, it can be a pain in the ass (most of the time).

then i lifted my head and looked at photos taken during the recent trip home, where has the happiness on my face gone? at the same time, lam tin yu bak wan started playing on iTunes. for once, the lyrics made much more sense than usual. the magic that kei can bestow upon me.

defeated. but i think i still have to muster the courage to fight the battle again.