Thursday, 27 September 2007

did u see the moon last night?

the dreadful day has come... hopefully i'm still a happy girl after 5.15pm. will be setting off to the exam hall in 4 hours, possibly the longest 4 hours in this past whole week. i'm sitting here trying to read my notes another round, but the devil in me is trying to divert my attention to anything else but exam stuff, which in a way is sensible since i might get panicked last minute. i can still vividly remember the previous paper on 11th april, how i hopped on the tube which took ages to reach the exam hall. the chinese girl who sat next to me kept reading off stacks of paper, which i peeped at, and realised we were about to take the same paper. i was somehow disapproved of the last minute study, and thought i probably was more well prepared than her. 6 hours later, after the two mind draining papers, i came out feeling like a defeated soldier. i couldn't feel a slight bit of confidence in passing the papers. i kept whining to people around me about how i felt my hard work might not be compensated. i kept dreading to get the results, yet hoped to end the misery of waiting asap. very surprisingly my outcome was a favourable one. and now, the vicious circle starts again. this time, i just wish i could come out of the exam hall feeling better than before. i desperately need to pass both papers i'm taking this round...

friend who has been staying over for the past whole week will be moving in her new place tomorrow. really glad that she's been cooking dinner for me every night, and we've been sharing so many stories together lol.

didn't have a good sleep last night probably due to exam jitters. got up at 6, and while making my drink i saw the stunning full moon hanging in the sky. it was such an amazing sight. cliche as it may sound, my first thought was that no matter where we are, we're still staring at the same moon. lol. does it bring people closer at heart? at the same time, the superstitious side of me wished this sight to behold is a sign of hope for the paper today :)

such an irony that i blog more often during exam period haha.

1 comment:

honeylau said...

Dearest Jiun,

Happy Birthday!!!!
I'm currently run out of credit...so i couldn't send a birthday msg via hp..hehe...hopefully you will see this msg when u online..

may all your dreams come true..
stay happy n healthy..

and..do miss me..hee

by honey